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o hai! :)

Just finished running and working out! Still not in the shape I wanna be in, but it feels awesome to be getting healthier. And it horrifies me more and more just how badly I let my body fall apart due to drugs and negligence.

I still remember struggling to focus on anything. I still remember only being able to look out of one eye at a time because focusing with both eyes was ‘too overwhelming.’ I still remember only being able to be awake 3 hours at a time and sleeping 12+ hours a night. I still remember struggling to digest anything and drinking muscle milks and meal replacement beverages when solid food became too hard to eat in large quantities.

And I still remember not being able to dance. I got used to not being able to move properly and convinced myself that all the symptoms of my decay were ‘just the way I’d always been’—but I could never forget what it feels like to dance. For many, many years, dancing was the only thing that made me happy.

It broke my heart to go to Holiday Madness 2013 and not be able to let the music carry me away…but I’m glad it happened. It’s been hard and incredibly painful to get my body moving again but I am here. I made it. Four of my friends didn’t. Every day I wake up without choking inside my own body or throwing up blood and stomach bile is a day I am just so. fucking. GRATEFUL to be alive. I used to get depressed and suicidal over the most trivial bullshit, but no longer. I know I will die one day anyway, but not yet.

I want to learn and grow and experience this world before I move on to the next one. I want to help the people I love do the same. I don’t know why I am here (nobody does), but I am glad I am.

Life is too fragile to not be cherished.

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